hmm...this is the trouble of staying at home to study...there are a lot of things that you can do when you dun feel like studying...you can:
*eat whenever and wherever you feel like
*eat whatever and whenever you feel like
*finish up a whole mars bars while still on the same page of your POA lecture note
*log on to the computer "for awhile" during the supposed "break" and end up there for 2 hours
*log on to the comp again coz you simply cannot get anything in your head
its all the things that you cannot do when you are studying outside, which i tried to avoid by studying at home, which eventually become a major major problem...its a hindrance...oh well...i'll start after this...i promise...
realise that i can't study in the afternoons...i'll be super sleepy and forever hungry...so when i eat, i get sleepier...sleep = no studying = potential failure...how many times i've been through this same process over and over and over again? trying to cram one year's worth of lesson into my head within one week...not that the cramming sessions are very successful that is...not with me on this comp right now...and its a bludeh frickin 5 o'clock dammit!! i've just wasted 6 hours of doing everything except studying...singing included...
had to pull myself away from watching the first epi of Isshun no Kaze ni Nare...it was super hard...remember how i said Tacchon/Ohkura was beautiful? he's bee surpassed...By Pink Ranger, Uchi Hiroki...that guy is sooooo beautiful now that he has more meat to him!! i was spazzing like crazy yesterday when i watched the INK extras...and idk why, but seeing him posing beside Ryo makes me wanna cry...those two must have missed each other a lot...i know this might sound crazy, but i really think they'll make a great couple...you can practically FEEL the tenderness coming from Ryo coming out of their photoshoots together...and its a tenderness from Ryo that is reserved only when he is with Uchi...meaning you wun see that tenderness from any of Ryo's photoshoot for the past 2 years that Uchi's been suspended...omg...i think i shall declare that RyoUchi is now my official fave pairing since there seems no hope of an Akame revival...not with Kame acting stand-offish still...
oh wait...for those of you who didn't get it, Ryo and Uchi are not gays...they are members from NewS and Kanjani8...and they are super cute bestfriends who really care for each other...Ryo is the one with the poison tongue, forever calling himself the Sexy Osaka Man...and he is, i guarantee that....he is very manly and he protects Uchi like a protective lover...haha...Uchi is the pretty and beautiful one...the baby of Kanjani8..nicknamed the Princess, coz he is Pink Ranger in Eito Ranger...so when you put the both of them together, you get the makings of a great yaoi fanfic...one which i'm writing right now, coz Ryouchi totally pawns my heart and soul...yes...i'm writing yaoi fanfics...but you wun see it...i'd rather not...only people who'll never meet me in life can read it...XD
oh just in case you are wondering how they look like...
Uchi Hiroki (left) and Nishikido Ryo (right)

RYOUCHI PAWNS MY SOUL!!!